Being a young Mom

I have a lot of more senior moms sympathize with my situation and tell me that it's going to get better and promise me that they grow up. I do struggle sometimes. Sacrament meeting is especially hard, and going places with all 4 by myself can sometimes be a struggle. For the most part though I love being a young mom. I love that my kids all want to sit by me. They follow me everywhere. My boys fight over my love, sitting on my lap trying to snuggle closer than the other one. They do and say the funniest things. They are innocent and naive. They are sweet and sassy. They bring my life joy. I don't know what I will do when they grow up. I've always wanted to be a stay at home mom. It is a lot harder than I ever thought it would be, but it is also far more rewarding than I could have ever imagined. I do flip out sometimes, and the strain of being responsible for all of them overwhelms me sometimes. But, I'm so thankful to have four healthy, happy, beautiful kids. I love being a mom. I am trying to enjoy the moments and remember they will grow up faster than I want.